Of music =D

Currently practicing the piano piece called "Kiss the Rain" by Korean pianist Yiruma xD

Am totally in love with this song, River flows in You and Maybe. Thank God for him!Cause his songs make me fell calm. =) and it's easy enough for me to play =DD

Then then I love Pachelbel's Canon in D also!

I thank God for my parents, especially my mom, cause she gave me the opportunity to learn quite alot of stuff =P

Currently persuading daddy to let me learn violin cause cannot find any music school that teaches cello =( a ceh ceh.

what's up with asians and bowing?

I've always noticed this practice, but somehow it never bothered me until I got into Big Bang and korean dramas again.

Koreans bow extensively, they bow to greet, to apologise, to show respect etc etc. Japanese the same too..

Then Chinese also got bow lar, but not THAT much. Chinese only bow during ceremonies. Wedding ceremony where the bride and groom bows 3 times. 1st to the heaven and earth, 2nd to the parents and lastly between the bride and groom. Significance for doing this? Well, I have no idea. But the bowing to parent part might be to thank them for er, nurturing them la.. Then during funerals also they bow 3 times, don't know for what..hmmmmmm

During my primary school days, we have to bow and

greet the teacher when they come in to teach and when they leave. So imagine, every half an hour or so, need to get up and bow. ==

Then finally I went to secondary school, where no bowing were required, untill I met my Form 5 Chinese teacher. She is one really special lady. We are made to bow 90 degrees to her, and in return she'll bow back. According to her, bowing down makes people maintain their humility. Which is quite true..

So, due to curiosity and tak boleh tidur-ness, I googled it, and found the perfect article explaining it in Wikipedia xD

According to the article, European culture, bowing is an exclusively male practice, females usually do the curtsy (shown in picture below). Now we know where the pull your skirt thingy comes from.. Had always wondered where did that come from...

Then, in Asia, bowing is being practiced mainly by Japanese, Koreans and Chinese. Hence the bowing before a match in martial arts. you still with me?

Then it's related to religions also wor.. But I'm to lazy to type la, finally feeling sleepy zzzz. Go read the article yourself lah xD

But if you'd ask me, I would prefer bowing to people than to shake their hands. eeewwwwww. germs. =/

OOh ooh, one last note, Chinese also practices kow tou-ing. Where you bow until your forehead touches the ground lah, we doit either for religious purposes or to ask for forgiveness or to express gratitude.

**correct me if I'm wrong. not so sure also wan =P

Something was fishy. I received an sms at approximately 8am on the 4th of November. What did the sms say? well, it just say "sue anne". That's it. No full stop, no comma, no nothing. Just my name. i know my name very nice lah xD

And so I continued sleeping. ignoring it cause I was feeling rather down. SO sleep it was!

And somehow, everybody decided to kacau me that day. So finally, I sat up, stared at the open window. Only to see the sun brightly shining. Replied that sms, took eye shades and continued sleeping.

*knock knock knock* *knock knock knock*

half awake, I thought I heard someone knocking on my door. Was still down and tired, so I decided to categorize the knocking sound as my imagination. Sleep again.

*knock knock knock**knock knock knock**knock knock knock*

Got bengang, finally managed to drag my lazy butt out of the bed. Decided to shout at whoever it is that is knocking. hmm hmm

See see open door, I saw Kapil with a sweet but rather fishy smile. Let him in, but didn't shout at him. How could I? Then he was talking don't know what. I don't know what I replied, then suddenly, from the corner of my eyes, I saw someone walking towards my room. Looked, and BAAAM! I woke up.

I think I went like "OMG OMG"xxxooxoxoxooo. wth? how come geh? why are you here?"

And that, was basically Jacob's way of telling me he's in Kampar.

**so whenever there's a text with just your name, nothing else but your name, there's something fishy.**

And he's presence just made my day =))

And on top of that, chocolates! <3

And so, how can you not love him? hahahaa

>> everybody loves him~! ain't I right?

The feeling of trying hard, and yet still failing. Never knew that the feeling suck so badly. Thought everything will be okay. But since when has it been?

After two years graduating from secondary school, here I am again, back at square one. As confused about my future as ever. This time, without mummy. What to do next? Leave or stay?

The pain. It comes back again and again for the past ten years. When is it going to end? They say with technology so advanced, everything is possible. Then let me tell you this. NAAAHHHHHHH

Not being able to show frustration, controlling the anger within, forcing smile to form on my face. It has became a habit. I am numb. To what being happy is. I forgot. How it feels like to have no worries. I long. For a day where I can see mummy, and have her tell me that I've done a good job. When will that day come?

This time round, I am praying hard. Asking God what is His plan for me. Maybe people will laugh to hearing this coming from me. But I don't care. I really need His help. I don't want to see daddy getting disappointed again.

Being too proud has it's consequences. I became lost. Not being able to see what is the right way. For being to proud, I fell. Very badly this time round. But there's no turning back. Life goes on.

The confidence I once had in myself? I don't know where it went. For the past few years, it slipped through me. Little by little. Now, there's no more left. No more. So how? How am I supposed to know what to do next?

either I'm not Chinese enough, or they're to chinese or I'm not that normal......

Woke up today, and had the urge to call Germaine. Since the phone is beside me, I called.

-in hokkien-

Germaine: helo?

Me: halorr.. where you?

Germaine: Mid Valley, why?

Me: I dreamt about you, so I called ah..(I thought having a dream about somebody means I miss them)

Germaine: ooohh, you thought I died is it? I'm okay lar..

Me: wha-? huh? ooo.. yaya..

Germaine: anything you contact me on my facebook lah =)

Me: ooooo..okay.

Germaine: okay ya, bye bye!

Me: =___= bye bye.

So you see, dreaming about somebody is not good? zzzz aduh.

The girl in the picture above means 1/4 of the world to me!

And NO, we do not have THAT much in common.

Heck, I think we snap at each other more than we do to anybody else.

We do not talk to each other THAT much either.

She hates hello kitty, I love them~!

I used to hate pink, she = pink to everybody.

She drives auto car, I drive manual car.

Our hometowns are seperated by mountains.

She can do sports, the only sport I do is sleep.

She can swim, I cannot even float.

I can play Canon in D, she doesn't.

She uses wifi at home, I use Wimax at home.

We are very different, and yet, we are close in a way so odd, only God can answer. xD

Hence I present to you, Tiffany Oon and Me~!

And so my brother came back for the weekend. First time he also spent the whole weekend at home. And so we were like kids again. pushing each other, stealing food etc etc I think daddy also cannot tahan xd hahaha

I think ALL brothers have one similarity, they are GROSS. eeewww geli gross.